I’m quite sick of uncertainty!

As a recurring theme I’ll talk abt my Aza for now… I was talking to a friend abt my relationship with Aza and how he’d left me with no real explanation as to how or why our relationship was ending. My friend was thoroughly confused; saying it was unfair that I was still obviously in love with Aza because my Aza obviously didn’t mutually experience that love. They said if Aza had loved me he wouldn’t have left without explaining why they were leaving… unless they didn’t love me